21 July 2013
HELLO EVERYONE, how's your weekend?It's SUNDAY and i'm staying in today, not going anywhere. So i came up with this topic to blog.
I guess most of you all know that my skin are having a terrible breakout right?
Here's the link of my previous acne post :
Alright, today i'm gonna freak everyone out with my face *ugly but it's the truth*
You know what, acne is something that can really KILLS all the confidence. You don't know how much i've suffered because of this. No one could understand. I'm here to show you how terrible it is. Can you see there's HUGE pimples all over, and ugly redness and scars. Can't even put makeup on my face that time. It's really terrible and pain. Emotionally, physically pain.
Yes, i'm ugly... very ugly.. i had pimples and scars all over my face.. sometimes i feel like a freak..
That's the reason why i don't really talk to strange people and don't even say "HI" with people.
Whenever i saw people i know, i will just try to HIDE as far as possible. LOL! I'm tired of answering the same question again and again. Seriously stop asking me .."Ehh,what happen to your face?"
Btw, Here's a photo of my skin condition months ago. Surprise?
I know there are a few people out there facing the same problem with me. Just wanna tell you, don't give up on yourself. You're not alone. My skin is worst than yours. HAHA. Faster figure it out how to heal it before it get worst like mine. I'm stubborn and lazy, that's why it's "that serious"...
But luckily it gets better now since i visited Dr.Ting for 2-3 months. The acne injection is really good. My huge pimples dried the next day after injection. The injection is hurt, but it worth! I'm taking medicine too, to control the breakouts. I'm having Roaccutane and some antibiotic medicine, the medicine is kinda strong. I dropped a lot a lot a lot of hair everyday, seriously. But i don't think i care about that, because i just want my breakout to stop! That's all i want, i'm tired of suffering with all these pain.
Alright, I'm here to reveal it once again.. in my video this time. It's getting better now, no more breakouts, just scarring. Need to wait and see how it goes..then only i can know what's up next. LOL!
I'm not trying to do a make up tutorial, just wanna show you all how i cover my acne skin.
Yes, i know there are people will criticize me, asking : Why are you still putting on makeup on your face? bla bla bla... But...Seriously, i wish I DON'T HAVE TO! You never know how these stupid acne can ruined someone. Take away your confidence, mood, mind everything...
These are my life saviour whenever i need to go out. I'm not using any concealer, just foundation/ sun block and after that compact powder to cover up the redness.Seriously, i hate putting on makeup on my face, i really wish i could have a clear skin and go out with my naked face "one day".....
I don't know how many bad comments there will be after i posting this blog up. Just wanna say, i'm feeling sad for my face too, I've suffered a lot a lot a lot because of these stupid acne and scarring. You don't know how much acne can ruined a people's life, breaks a people's confidence, torturing me mentally and physically...but WHAT TO DO? It just happened on me, it just happened! Stupid acne picked my face! There's nothing i can blame, what i can do is just stay strong, try not to ruined myself even worst, and try to be positive.
Since the day my skin having breakouts very worst, I've tried not to putting on thick makeup on my face, trying to reduce makeup and keep it clean. I'm not sure whether it helps or not..cause i see no different between "more makeup" and "less makeup" on my skin. LOL! But seriously, cosmetics is really my life saviour. Its gave me at least "a Lil" confidence, because its cover up some of my flaws. I'm not saying that you should put makeup to cover up your acne and scars, but i'm just showing you all how i cover it whenever i NEED to put makeup on.
I've been telling my friends all about my skin problem I'm having now. But they don't really belief it until i show them a picture of my pure naked face. 101% of them get shocked when they saw my picture, and they asked : OMG, seriously? that's you? ARE YOU SURE? ......
Yes, no one knows how terrible my skin is behind these makeup. Yes, that's why I want to show you how i transform my acne skin in this video. It's a bit long, because it's my first "makeup video"... don't really know how to edit it.. never really crop it..But I'm still fast, finish my makeup...everything in less than 10 minute. LOL!
Are you ready? Don't play it if you scare seeing ugly stuff. LOL
每次跟人家讲起我脸的问题都没有人相信，因为他们没有见过素颜的脸。Even,我拿我素颜的照片给他们看了，他们还是很惊讶的问：是你吗？！....为什么看不出来？还有些人会说："哇，如果我是你，我会想死咯! "Errrrrrr...那我是不是应该死了几千年？....没错，化妆盖了部分的瑕疵，今天我上传这个短片让大家看看我怎么化妆, LOL! 我知道我应该不要化妆的，可是我以经尽量减少了，只是有时逼不得已才会化点妆。我知道我很丑，希望大家不要被吓坏。Just Sharing........
我用了好多勇气才把这个上传上来，以前很怕人家看到我素颜，不知道从几时开始 很爱给人家看我的痘痘脸。可能是因为憋在心里太久了，好想给身边的人知道 不想再拿照片跟妆容骗人把！哈哈哈！因为我不能收秘密在心里，很辛苦，讲出来舒服多了。脸上的痘痘跟痘疤折磨我很久了，每天只能拿化妆品遮盖，真的很累。我真的很想不用化妆出门，其实我不是很介意，可是人家看我的眼神我真的有点受不了，自信心很受创，再加上有些熟人看到又会问一些有的没的问题，懒得回答。长痘痘没有人想的。
温性提示：如果你有跟我一样的问题，最好快点去接受治疗。看看是什么原因导致的，因为越早治疗越好，不然好像我这样留疤痕了不好看 (T ^ T)
by imperfect ugly girl ❤