8 May 2014
I'm sorry for this long article, but i really wanna share all my feelings out.
若你们没有看过我的皮肤状况可以看看这里 Skin Condition。
People often say that having acne is no big deal, but that’s far from true. I hate my face so much, constantly having pimples, and with all the acne scars that I have on my face doesn't make me any better. Everyday is a torture for me to wake up, knowing I have to face a long day ahead with that ugly face of mine. I'm dying inside. It's like a curse sometimes, I feel like I cannot go on in society because I am constantly being judged and looked at. Acne really ruined my life these years.
Nobody knows. My skin looks just fine under my makeup + soft skin mode.
Who knows what hide under all these stuff? I don't wanna hide things.
Okay, I'm not afraid to show you. Do you know how serious is my skin before this? Everyday looking at the mirror with super terrible skin condition. All i want is just a "Normal skin".. but it seems hard to me.
不好意思又要折磨你们的眼睛了。就算到今时今日的我看到这些照片还是会毛骨悚然，好害怕，觉得好恶心。有朋友问我，为什么那么变态，脸那么烂了还敢拍照还敢post。我说，我要拍来做纪念，警惕自己的。Post就post咯，有什么好怕的，事实是这样，怎么掩饰也掩饰不了的,对吗？哈哈哈。死就死啦，I have nothing to lose.
I had these problem since i was 19/20 years old, initially it begin with 2-3 innocent pimples that refuses to go away and then the others start popping up like nobody business. FML, I've suffered this for more than years. Yes, it's killing me every time whenever i look at myself.
I take Roaccutane for more than 1 year to fully control the breakout. I just stopped this February. So far, there's no more breakout on my skin. Just that annoying acne scars and some redness left. My skin gets really red during the hot weather, it's really sensitive. I always wanted to get rid of these scarring. I tried so many products bla bla bla ever since the acne stopped. Nothing worked. So i went for Skin Laser this time!
你知道吗，因为我的皮肤，我好没有自信，看也不敢正眼看人..尤其是看到陌生人的时候…还有很多很多。我伤心过，哭过，埋怨过，失望过，放弃过…但是还是挨过来了。好庆幸现在没有痘痘了，只有痘疤。跟以前比起来，我真的要谢天谢地了。所以痘疤啊...是我目前最大最大最大的困扰。我一直在努力找办法治疗。我也不想每天靠自拍神器，soft skin mode啊什么的。因为毕竟人家看到你真人的时候还是会失望然后批评的，我不要做诈骗集团，哈哈哈！
A topical anaesthesia(numb cream) on treated area for 30 minutes. Numbing cream helped to bring down the pain during the laser treatment.Totally can't feel my face anymore after remove the numbing cream. It's NUMB! really NUMB…Hahaha.
敷完之后remove掉就要准备做镭射了。Skinartësse Smooth Laser is a non-invasive treatment that uses light energy to gently stimulate natural collagen growth, improve pores, remove irregular pigmentation and reduce fine lines and wrinkles.
Collagen provides the support network to our skin. The laser works by stimulating collagen production. As the new collagen is generated, lines and scars are decreased. This procedure can helps to refreshed appearance, smoother skin texture, an even skin tone, and a decrease in pore size. Those with difficult acne scarring can also have improvement after treatment. This laser does not affect the outer layers of skin, so there is no downtime or prolonged healing process at all.
Skinartësse Smooth Laser is an ideal treatment for those that desire to:
1. Reduce oiliness of the skin
2. Shrink pore size
3. Improve facial laxity and textural problems
4. Minimize skin discolourations
5. Reduce visibility of acne scars
6. Diminish fine lines and creases
7. Reduce body scars
8. Mole removal
The skin is thoroughly cleansed, and laser-protective goggles are placed over the eyes. An invisible laser beam is directed at the face, which heats up the deeper layers of the dermis to stimulate collagen production. The treatment takes around 45 minutes including the numbing process, faster than i expected. Surprisingly, it's not really painful cause i've applied the numbing cream earlier, can only listen to the "ting ting" sound of the machine & some heaty feeling after the laser. It's not really painful for me.
Here's a photo of my skin on the 2nd day after LASER treatment. It's like sunburn.
There's a lot of micro dot, It's white color on the 1-3 days.
It will turn brown and drop off naturally after 2-3 days.
3rd day, The redness started to fade away. Normally the redness will fade away in 3-7 days.
I can apply my makeup on the 5th day after the dead skin peeling off. Doctor said there's no specific care is needed after treatment, just avoid sun and some skin products for a period of time after the treatment.
Btw, here's a very short Insta video of my Laser session. 15秒的短片。可以看看 ⋯⋯(^^)
Last but not least, my current skin condition! Taken with my iPhone5,no filter at all.
I can feel the different even though it's just my first treatment. My skin has even out a bit, can't wait for my next sessions. Thanks to Dr.Rachel. I wish everyone out there can find your remedy too. Acne and pimple scars are the hardest to cure. So please, stop buying products that cost you a lot of money. Before that, get a doctor for consultation.
To find out more about Skinartësse Smooth Laser, check out
Instagram: skinartclinic or contact them at +6 019-6211399 for enquiries.
Alright, Will keep you guys updates about my skin!
Thanks for reading! Stay tuned for my next updates.
You can share with me if you're facing the same problem like me, I'm happy to help :)